Dicisions are what make the world go round. You need to decide to do something or it doesnt happen. It is the foundation of the cause and effect. I have made a large decision and hope it will work. I made it to stay close and yet i feel distance already growing. The rift is forming and i want it to close. I dont want to lose what i have and know that it is because a space is being created. When a space is created try harder to keep connections alive then you wont lose what is close to you and helps you. Try harder and dont forget, the rift is eaisly created, dont let it ruin something dont let it grow.    CARPE DIEM VITA BREVIS

my fear

learn from it

my repentence/go to song

sweet mother mary help me now for my time has come
Oh lord forgive me of my sins so i may partake in thy glory
garden of eden oh why are ye closed
please open thy gates to me and let thy beauty be known.....


this is a song i made up to green sleeves i want to continue it i just dont know how yet

I read this and loved it. Dont know why but its good