Why your tired

I once read that the reason your tired after you cry is because you body is like "you have endured enough pain, its time for rest."   Totally started to ball in front of my friend today....not one of my good moments. Now its time for bed.

Random stuff

"I wonder if i ever cross your mind, for me it happens all the time."
"The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else"

People Talk Without Meaning (song)

People talk without meaning,
People hear without listening,
There's pain and fear in the air,
Yet the whole would doesn't seem to care...

Across the world cry of death unfair,
Yet here we wine of losing our hair,
If we saw every shed tear,
Maybe, just maybe we might feel their fear,

People talk without meaning,
People hear without listening,
There's pain and fear in the air,
Yet the whole would doesn't seem to care...

In other places people beg for something,
While we need nothing, we stive for everything,
Think if we shared, or maybe just even cared,
Another little boy or girl, may be spared,

People talk without meaning,
People hear without listening,
There's pain and fear in the air,
Yet the whole would doesn't seem to care...

Never stop lovin (song)

I will never stop lovin you...


I will never stop lovin you,
There's just nothin wrong with what you do,
The way you walk, and the way you talk,
I'm just awaiting the day that you'll love me too,


And I'll never, never stop lovin you,
No I will never, never, never, stop lovin you,
Oh never,


I will never stop trying to see,
I'll never stop thinking of what we could be,
I want to stay awhile, and enjoy your smile,
Trying to get you to be alone with me,


And I'll never, never stop lovin you,
No I will never, never, never, stop lovin you,
Oh never,


You are my whole world,
You why I am here today,
You make my life unfurled,
You make my entire day,
And I will never stop,
No never, never stop,
No never, never stop,
Lovin you


And I'll never, never stop lovin you,
No I will never, never, never, stop lovin you,
Oh I'll never, never stop lovin you,
No I will never, never, never, stop lovin you,
Oh never,
Oh never stop, lovin you

What ifs

Lately I have been posting quotes and never really anything super personal or any of that kind of stuff. So I am going to.


I lay awake every night just pondering the what ifs in the world.
There are dumb ones that wouldnt really change anything but there is always one that comes to mind.
The what if of two seperate souls colliding together. Shaking the foundation of society.
Could I be part of that what if, or will we just let our chance slide.
What if we leave the statues quo, or will we cave and let our life be decided for us.
What if...those resounding two words bouncing around my head wanting to be answered.
Bouncing till they are tied back down by logic and society.
Staying calm till night comes around and then feriously pounding around my head wanting an answer.
What if.....What if......What if we.....

sounds good to me

Ill be your crying shoulder

NYC

Truth is

then its not the end

so true

ive had one of these

You will always be in my heart

hmmm im hungry

should i let go

what shape is yours in

New York :)

How do you love?

:)

which side are you

Fact

You seem to never leave

What is love

love is when that person is on your mind no matter what. you love being around them. its knowing that if they called you right now you would drop whatever your doing and go for a drive with them. Love is when you notice there faults and yet they dont seem like faults to you just a different part of there personality. Its when even when you get frustrated and angry at them you cant help but think of the good times you have had. Knowing that if they died today you could fall down on your knees in disbelief and not know what to do. Wanting to talk to them for hours everyday un interrupted. Being able to sit in silence and just enjoy each others presence with out a single word spoken. Love is when there smile makes you melt in a way that you cant describe. Love is when you cant vocalize how much that person means to you.

I like you cause you join in on my weirdness.

Empty and Vacant

Last night was amazing. I hung out with friends and we all went to "watch" a movie which is code for we turned it down and feel asleep. We all back together today and after a while we went back to "watch" another movie. Sadly before we started Ryan and Tanner had to go and about 20 minutes later i had to leave. Now im home but I just dont feel like doing anything. I dont wanna read or watch tv or even play video games. Even the internet is boring. I cant really describe my feeling its just this nothingness kindof feeling. I feel empty and vacant. So i decided to blog and this is what came out.

Best hug