Seriously though

Seriously, I cant stop thinking about you. My heart starts hurting when your not with me. I cant stop listening to stupid love songs that remind me of you. and i just miss you so much.

thank you

True story

this is love

Comprimise

I try to comprimise and it seems to work. Yet I must keep a rubber band around my wrist just to snap it everytime I wish it was back to how it was. Sadly my wrist is sore from the number of times I have to snap it, I guess it doesnt work as well as I hoped. Thats ok I will prevail and not give in to my wants.

the moment when

That moment when you like someone and every song on the radio is a love song so you deciede to listen to your ipod and its on shuffle and every song that plays happens to be the few love songs you have on it.....ya thats when you can tell the universe that this sick joke is not funny and is only tormenting you........

The best relationship

The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends.It's when you have more playful moments than serious moments. It's when you can joke around, have unexpected hugs, and random kisses. It's when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile. It's when you'll rather chill inside to watch movies, eat junk food, and cuddle than go out all the time. It's when you'll stay up all night just to settle your arguments and problems. It's when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.

i have always wanted to say this

I promise there hasnt been a day that i stopped wanting you and you havent gotten out of my head at all since i first met you.

Before you walk into my life

You need to know something about me. You need to know that I'm a very insecure person, I have very low self esteem, I'm not perfect. I am everything but perfect. I find it hard to trust people now. I've learned to accept people for who they really are, it's not hard. Sometimes, I can't be bothered anymore. Sometimes I don't even want to be alive, but, the thing is. I have a million reasons to be alive and I just havent found them yet. I miss the people that I shouldn't even think about anymore. I've liked, I've loved, I've been hurt. I have hurt people. I'm not perfect. But hey, this is me. and before you walk into my life, you need to know these things. Because, if you walk into my life, you cant walk out of my life when things are getting har. Just like all the other people did.

most unforgettable

Having someone to talk to every night is kind of nice. Staying up late talking about pointless things in life and laughing about the most random things. Struggling to stay up late but not letting them know how tired you are just to stay on the phone with them, until eventually one of you falls asleep. Just the feeling of having company and having someone to share your late night thoughts with. These conversations are the most unforgettable. I miss New York

Lazy Date

I want a lazy date. A day where we get in our pajamas, millions of pillows and blankets, buy lots of snacks, make a castle, watch tons and tons of disney movies, and just snuggle together. And why not, we'll have a pillow fight too. Just a whole day, spending precious time with you.... I'd do anything just to have this kind of day with you.

Story of my life

Even though were probably never going to ever be together my heart doesn't want to let go of the love I feel for you

Jealousy

Is it bad that I get so jealous seeing you holding hands with another person. I get nervous everytime another person comes up to you and flirts. Why do you make me feel this way? I should not be getting jealous becasue you are not mine. Yet I still always have you on my mind and the feeling your touch lingers on my skin. I cant seem to help it when I see you with someone else. Is it so bad that I get jealous. Makes me wonder, do you get jealous to?

When a good man goes to war

My favorite poem from Dr. Who

                          When a good man goes to war

Demons run when a good man goes to war. Night will fall and drown the sun, when a good man goes to war. Friendship dies and true love lies, night will fall and the dark will rise, when a good man goes to war. Demons run, but count the cost. The battles won but the child is lost.

A new begining

I was told I should have a blog by a really good friend so I started one. This is going to be a new begining for me and bare with me because my writing isn't very good. The title gives the summary of the purpose of this bolg. I will release to you my dark corners and crazy ideas of my mind. Have fun.