Before you walk into my life

You need to know something about me. You need to know that I'm a very insecure person, I have very low self esteem, I'm not perfect. I am everything but perfect. I find it hard to trust people now. I've learned to accept people for who they really are, it's not hard. Sometimes, I can't be bothered anymore. Sometimes I don't even want to be alive, but, the thing is. I have a million reasons to be alive and I just havent found them yet. I miss the people that I shouldn't even think about anymore. I've liked, I've loved, I've been hurt. I have hurt people. I'm not perfect. But hey, this is me. and before you walk into my life, you need to know these things. Because, if you walk into my life, you cant walk out of my life when things are getting har. Just like all the other people did.